The heart knows....
Eventually the heart will answer the struggle the mind is having....trust in your inner self.
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Sunday, September 27, 2015
OCD versus Hoarding?
OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) is normally thought of as extremely neat and clean, renumeration, obsessive cleaning - counting-straightening-organizing.
Hoarding is normally defined as dysfunctional and nasty. Not just messy and disorganized but nasty house keeping. The sufferer does not want to throw out trash or anything non-functional.
Messy people may have some other medical, instead of just mental things, bothering. Mainly fibromyalgia is the medical diagnosis of those that are no longer motivated to finish the cleaning project once you get started. The pain is unbearable. To surround yourself around people who blame you for bad relationships because a part of your house is in shambles; well, maybe just another filter that type of person does not need to be in your life. Just to stop talking to you after they get what they want from you is the immaturity on their part.
Appreciating the words of truth that the house is messy does make you look at 'what is my part in this to change', ' am I really a hoarder', 'or do I just have a mess right now'? Well, doing an insightful inventory of my character, goals, plans, and actions to keep me out of the diagnosis of being a true hoarder. ... I looked up credible psychological tests and I don't fall into the hoarder category.
So, why don't I feel better? Well, my winter vaccinations and fibromyalgia and some real emotional recent stressors all piled on me I say - "Who are you to judge me and treat me like I'm nothing because I don't keep house like you do?" Digital networks are wonderful because unfriend, delete and blocking are so comforting. Once I don't see the name of the person that I would love to please but they change at the drop of a hat....well, they can stay on their side of the river.
I suffered with OCD even as a child. All the way up until my last back injury my living spaces were neat, straight, spotless, and if you moved anything it irritated me until I moved it back into place. After my last injury, I fought to stay at home on my own. Could not put my own under pants on had to where slip on dresses and shoes but I recuperated to where I am now raising a child and dealing with a sick husband.....my true friends just jumped right in and helped me pack, take away to donation, consignment shops, and took some of the things that were help cluttering our space. Not packing when we moved from the old house to newest place only added to the problem.
So, next move two large boxes for each room is the limit. Can be smaller. Going minimalist....want to fit into a tiny house that are more and more popular now a days. Plus, will get me to the next step of reaching my goal of starting my own rehab retreat camp.
Research OCD, Hoarding, and fibromyalgia........and tell the truth but compassion is important if you care at all.......
Hoarding is normally defined as dysfunctional and nasty. Not just messy and disorganized but nasty house keeping. The sufferer does not want to throw out trash or anything non-functional.
Messy people may have some other medical, instead of just mental things, bothering. Mainly fibromyalgia is the medical diagnosis of those that are no longer motivated to finish the cleaning project once you get started. The pain is unbearable. To surround yourself around people who blame you for bad relationships because a part of your house is in shambles; well, maybe just another filter that type of person does not need to be in your life. Just to stop talking to you after they get what they want from you is the immaturity on their part.
Appreciating the words of truth that the house is messy does make you look at 'what is my part in this to change', ' am I really a hoarder', 'or do I just have a mess right now'? Well, doing an insightful inventory of my character, goals, plans, and actions to keep me out of the diagnosis of being a true hoarder. ... I looked up credible psychological tests and I don't fall into the hoarder category.
So, why don't I feel better? Well, my winter vaccinations and fibromyalgia and some real emotional recent stressors all piled on me I say - "Who are you to judge me and treat me like I'm nothing because I don't keep house like you do?" Digital networks are wonderful because unfriend, delete and blocking are so comforting. Once I don't see the name of the person that I would love to please but they change at the drop of a hat....well, they can stay on their side of the river.
I suffered with OCD even as a child. All the way up until my last back injury my living spaces were neat, straight, spotless, and if you moved anything it irritated me until I moved it back into place. After my last injury, I fought to stay at home on my own. Could not put my own under pants on had to where slip on dresses and shoes but I recuperated to where I am now raising a child and dealing with a sick husband.....my true friends just jumped right in and helped me pack, take away to donation, consignment shops, and took some of the things that were help cluttering our space. Not packing when we moved from the old house to newest place only added to the problem.
So, next move two large boxes for each room is the limit. Can be smaller. Going minimalist....want to fit into a tiny house that are more and more popular now a days. Plus, will get me to the next step of reaching my goal of starting my own rehab retreat camp.
Research OCD, Hoarding, and fibromyalgia........and tell the truth but compassion is important if you care at all.......
Friday, September 25, 2015
Balance and moving forward
One thing I am grateful to my mother is the fact that we had different activities and community events to help us keep a balance. If there were a lot problems in one area the other areas tend to hold me up and keep me motivated to deal with my responsibility in the problem areas. OCD is a condition that can be treated but I do not believe it ever goes away. I have life experience with not being able to deal with someone toughing or moving any of my items once I have a place for them. Now, I get overwhelmed when there is a box from moving a year ago to separate from kid's stuff and adult stuff (we moved so abruptly there was no organizing the packing, well there was no packing at all). This really sent me over the edge and now its easier to sit in a mess and just clean around it than to clean up the mess. One good thing, I am willing to throw away, sell, and donate things so with all this information about my situation am I a true hoarder? My space in nothing like the hoarders on youtube and tv. I have a pile of stuff to get up and a small place. Its border line and confusing. The area I live in do not have the mental health help to help me decide. I've been blessed with friends that not only remind me of the truth but jump in and help. Its gotten me started. Thanks M and K for your help through this hard time. I don't like waiting to the last minute but then again every time I get started any little trigger can make me stop working.
Monday, July 21, 2014
Just now able to start processing
IYOU camp at Unity Village was simply magnificent. One and half weeks later I am finally caught up on my rest where I can process my feelings experienced on this journey. TBA sooner than later. My Twitter account is being illegally used by @fwweugboxg if you know how I can catch them and straighten out this problem to avoid any farther ID Theft I would appreciate some responses.
Saturday, April 5, 2014
An update
Nerium International at St Louis, MO is coming up. I pray and send wonderful love and energy for those who will be making the trip. We lost a very important to many person this past week and we gained a union with two families as one.
Amway International is growing more abundantly. Re-establishing personable relationships and relational marketing is such a fantastic and profitable (in so many ways) venue. Products for home, beauty, office, school and many more are all available to make a life change. Visit amway.com/20225 and rmason.nerium.com for personal and financial growth. Contact me when you are ready to receive.
'Papa Bob' we know has influenced so many lives on this earth that we live on as present reality. Now it is time to carry on his presence and values since his form body here on this earth got tired and weak we know his spirit and love remains strong. He will show through those people and some of those that only met his presence through the ripple effect. Thank God for this process of life. Anyone, that was blessed enough to spend time with Papa Bob was truly touched.
The Fairytale Wedding really does exist. I know. I had it last night. And one thing that stood out to me in my vows that even the disagreements are as important as the loving, unforgivable, and trusting growth that we two plan to practice and share with each other. It, too, is a process and journey; how we make it is what it is.
Met some of my most recent professors in local restaurant just having lunch and one remembered they needed to get me my Certificate for Trauma Counseling: PTSD, CSD, Sexual Assault, DV, and Crisis (SI). Receiving a lead on a possible internship and getting married, looking for a newer place to live, cleaning up and out my life with trash, junk, and those that are not bringing me what I am looking for is a full time job. Prayers are certainly welcomed. That's a lot to do; and God does not give us anything to do without preparing us for it and walking with us through it.
Thank The God of all creation, lover and teacher, peacekeeper and opportunists to lead us to even better lives than before. Those who seek shall find......looking for the Biblical reference, this idea is told to us in so many verses, chapters, and books of the wonderful historical and present library we may use to guide us through our own existence in this life on this earth. We are the gateway to the next generation that are equipped and labeled as Indigo Children. More on this topic will be coming.
Love is in the air. All around us, we put it out we get it back. All of the attendees last night are proof of all this love.
Sincerely,
ReGina Mason, M*O*I
04-05-2014
Amway International is growing more abundantly. Re-establishing personable relationships and relational marketing is such a fantastic and profitable (in so many ways) venue. Products for home, beauty, office, school and many more are all available to make a life change. Visit amway.com/20225 and rmason.nerium.com for personal and financial growth. Contact me when you are ready to receive.
'Papa Bob' we know has influenced so many lives on this earth that we live on as present reality. Now it is time to carry on his presence and values since his form body here on this earth got tired and weak we know his spirit and love remains strong. He will show through those people and some of those that only met his presence through the ripple effect. Thank God for this process of life. Anyone, that was blessed enough to spend time with Papa Bob was truly touched.
The Fairytale Wedding really does exist. I know. I had it last night. And one thing that stood out to me in my vows that even the disagreements are as important as the loving, unforgivable, and trusting growth that we two plan to practice and share with each other. It, too, is a process and journey; how we make it is what it is.
Met some of my most recent professors in local restaurant just having lunch and one remembered they needed to get me my Certificate for Trauma Counseling: PTSD, CSD, Sexual Assault, DV, and Crisis (SI). Receiving a lead on a possible internship and getting married, looking for a newer place to live, cleaning up and out my life with trash, junk, and those that are not bringing me what I am looking for is a full time job. Prayers are certainly welcomed. That's a lot to do; and God does not give us anything to do without preparing us for it and walking with us through it.
Thank The God of all creation, lover and teacher, peacekeeper and opportunists to lead us to even better lives than before. Those who seek shall find......looking for the Biblical reference, this idea is told to us in so many verses, chapters, and books of the wonderful historical and present library we may use to guide us through our own existence in this life on this earth. We are the gateway to the next generation that are equipped and labeled as Indigo Children. More on this topic will be coming.
Love is in the air. All around us, we put it out we get it back. All of the attendees last night are proof of all this love.
Sincerely,
ReGina Mason, M*O*I
04-05-2014
Monday, November 4, 2013
Love is ...عشق است...प्यार है...El amor es...
Love is caring for one's self to the extent that one can make a decision to bring something positive to the relationship with another!
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عشق است برای مراقبت یکی را خود به حدی است که یکی به چیزی مثبت به رابطه با دیگر تصمیم می توانید!
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हद है कि एक के लिए कुछ अन्य निर्णय आप कर सकते हैं के साथ संबंध के लिए सकारात्मक है के लिए है एक के लिए देखभाल करने के लिए आत्म है प्यार है!
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En la medida en que unos otra decisión que es positivo para la relación con uno es uno mismo para cuidar de amor!
Monday, October 7, 2013
Updating the blog is going to take your help; Actualizar el blog va a tomar su ayuda; अद्यतन ब्लॉग आपकी मदद ले जाएगा
M*O*I is in the process of updating this blog. We will promise to bring more interesting and educated stories your way. We have officially gone global through the help of many friends in India. Thank you so much for Mexico and India. We will graciously accept all areas, cultures, and languages of the world. God is Love and Love is God; therefore, in our differences we are the same.....love, the author - ReGina Mason, October 2013
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M * O * está en proceso de actualizar este blog. Prometeremos trae historias más interesantes y educadas tu camino. Oficialmente hemos ido globales a través de la ayuda de muchos amigos en la India. Gracias tanto por México y la India. Graciosamente aceptaremos todas las áreas, culturas y lenguas del mundo. Dios es amor y amor es Dios; por lo tanto, de nuestras diferencias somos iguales... amor, el autor - ReGina Mason, octubre de 2013
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M * या * इस ब्लॉग को अद्यतन करने की प्रक्रिया में है। हम जाएगा वादा करता हूँ और अधिक रोचक और शिक्षित तरीका है कथाएँ लाता है। आधिकारिक तौर पर हम वैश्विक भारत में कई दोस्तों की मदद के माध्यम से चले गए हैं। मैक्सिको और भारत के लिए बहुत बहुत धन्यवाद। कृपा से हम सभी क्षेत्रों, संस्कृतियों और भाषाओं की दुनिया को स्वीकार करेंगे। परमेश्वर प्रेम है और प्रेम ईश्वर है; इसलिए, हमारे मतभेदों के बराबर.. हैं प्यार करता हूँ, लेखक - रेजिना मेसन, अक्टूबर 2013
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